Friday, August 04, 2006

presence



i have always imagined this personilty trait when im insecure or offended or full of fear or in an argument and for this person to just see through it all and just be like annie its ok its going to be ok and then i would probably keep fighting them and keep ranting but they will affirm me in the ways that im bullshitting. i dont know if i explained that very way here is a not so good example you know in movies when the lady is fighting and yelling and then the man he just grabs her and makes her hug him and she continues to fight and then he just keeps holding on to her then she finally gives in and lets her heart win the battle and give up fighting.

well i think that the presence of God is kinda like that... let me explain He's not going to have to say those things.. right away you are going to realize that you wont be able to bullshit or say cliche things to Him and try to be knowledgable in that same second you are going to realize that you aren't worthy over even being in His presence and your going to be so full of all of these emotions and you are going to be more real then you ever have been that all you can do is fall to your knees and weep.

this makes so much sense in my head i can feel it..but i dont know if it makes much sense when i type it out.

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