so seattle. writing this i feel a little like im trying to prove myself like i will wipe away any judgements you might have about me staying here. and i hate that.. but i do feel confident.. well as much as i can be in this.
long story short.
before when i had doubts about moving it was fear. i was afraid of change. afraid of being lonely.
but now its a story a little different. this is where im out: i am a student i have about a year left if i go full time. and i feel like im ok living in orange county as much as i whine about it. i am excited about my friends and church. i love them. and also the wise choice is that i can go there and have less to worry about if i wait a year or so when im done with school and will be able to have a real job.
its weird to agree with my parents. my dad was ok with it gave me the freedom to make the choice. and i think it really caught him off guard when i chose to stay. i am thankful for letting me live there.. time after time i move away. and they feed me dinner and buy me toothepaste. so i will take advantage.
my next goal is to get all my friends to move with me and then i can live with loisa.
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wait...what's this "all friends"? how about you and me in a little two bedroom right off the coast. we can get a dog, turn our walls into a scrapbook, and maybe even adopt a child.
i didn't mean for that to sound quite as romantic as it did. but i do love you and do actually and sincerely look forward to and plan for the day when i can live with you again.
oh, my annie.
i like dogs....can i play?
by the way, dinner tonight was a can of S&W peaches that still had "AS" written on the top in black sharpie. made me miss you.
just move in with me...all of you. We can put lots of pictures of Seattle all over the walls and have the sprinklers on so it feels like it's rainy seattle.
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