
it freaks me out. personally it is the most vulnerable thing.. i feel like i am just throwing my heart, my everything on a canvas. it sounds a little drastic but its true. i have painted two things in the last year. i have to have a deep urge from inside to actually pick up a paintbrush. usually if i have that urge then the whole vulnerable thing isn't as bad..cause i know im supposed to do it.
but painting is so rewarding. it is a process. i hate processes but with painting it is different..it is a reflecting process. i would like to paint more.
may be since i let whoever reads my blog know this i actually will.
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okay - i remember when this picture was created, remember how much i loved it? i still love it, and i'm glad it's gone public. moreover, i'm glad that you are still in possession of it...that way it can be displayed...
where's the other picture?
painting for annie: very vulnerable. not drastic at all.
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