im unique??

i wish that i would not be generalized. i dont know if i specifically have been. but i wish i did not at least have the fear that i would be. as a christian. as a female. as a student. as an artist. i have always wanted to be unique, an individual. i dont know where it stems from.. i dont know if everyone feels this way.

i remember being a little girl and my mom would tell me that there is not one person in the whole entire world that looks like me or acts like me and i thought it was one of the most amazing things. sometimes i think people forget this. just because you are a christian. a 20 something year old lady there is no one just like me.

its pretty beautiful. how we are all individuals...with different personalities.. different ways of communicating...different politics.. different religions.. different familes... different taste... and how we can some how come together with those differences and form beautiful friendships.

i love beer. i love talking. i hate the phone. i have a sidekick. i hate the mall. i love clothes. i love people. people drive me nuts sometimes. i love music. i never know who sings what song on what album. i love art. i could not spot out a monet. i love danccccing. i love my family. they drive me nuts! i am an aunt. i am a sister. i am a daughter. i suck at communicating. i love communicating. i am lazy. i hate fastfood. i cant run a mile. i love movies. i watch the oc and the hills. ha. and i know its ridiculous. i want to be a mother. i want to have a career. my feet stink. i love the rain. i love the california. i love reading. its hard for me to read the bible. i love church. church's drive me absolutley nuts. i could sleep all day. i love my friends.